I'm married, but have been pussyfree for years. I've never had a successful sex life with my wife. It's always been the case where I can get very hard, but as soon as I get near a pussy, I go limp. Think subconsciously I knew I didn't deserve pussy. Predictably, she ended up having an affair with her married boss. We have a best friends type relationship. I am a reluctant cuckold, I would love to fuck my eife, but another man does that.